Day 45

I must be having an off week because I did not feel like working out tonight, yet again. That usually only happens once or twice a week and the desire to skip it isn't very strong... but lately I have had practically no motivation to workout. I mean, I want to keep up my commitment to p90x but I am so drained! By the time my day allows me to workout I don't want to. At all. But... I do it anyways! And I'm glad I did tonight. I think I did really well with the back and biceps workout! I'm doing most of my curls with 10lbs, which doesn't sound like a lot but that's double the weight I started with! I know 5lbs is super lame but 10lbs is pretty good! The lady on the workout DVD for tonight only uses like 10-12lbs (that I've noticed) so I feel pretty good about my tens. I drop down to 8lbs for a couple moves but I still find the burn. I'm proud of my growing biceps! Haha. I think I'm getting better at the ab ripper, too. The entire ab ripper workout consists of 349 moves and I'm up to about 320! I'm still struggling with doing all 25 reps of crunchy frog and oblique v-ups. I've come quite a long way, though! I'm proud of myself. I'm trying to focus on the positive and all the ways I'm getting stronger instead of focusing on everything I can't do yet. At least I'm pushing my limits and getting stronger! That's what I'll remind myself.

Tomorrow is the awful day of yoga. Bahhhh! I wish I could do x stretch instead, haha. My muscles could use some TLC. Even though I hate yoga, I'll do my best and forget the rest. Gotta briiing it!