Tonight's workout was rough. I like legs/back but tonight I felt like crap. Total crap! I got super nauseous like 10 minutes in and struggled through the rest of the workout. It was awful, I'm not even kidding. By far the worst p90x experience I've had so far. I'm pretty good at this workout and I love to push myself and do my very best! It was unbelievably frustrating not being able to push my hardest because I felt like crap! I literally had to stop for a few minutes because I thought I was going to throw up. I was determined not to quit but it sucked pushing through my nausea. I wanted to just get through the ab ripper and take a hot shower. I was forced to take a break and drank some water while I waited for my nausea to calm down a bit. I didn't want to, but Jake was concerned for me since I was pale and practically crying... Gahhhh! Bottom line: my workout tonight was bad and frustrating. Yet, I got through it. I did the best I could and now I just want to put it behind me.
Tomorrow is kenpo, yay! I'm hoping that I'll have a much better day tomorrow and be able to bring it for real. It sucks having up days and down days and not knowing what each workout is going to be like on any given day. Nights like tonight when I feel like crap during my workout discourage me so much. I need a good intense workout tomorrow to rebound. Here's to hoping I can rock kenpo!
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